Suicide?

"I have no will to live anymore. I will suicide."

Suicide; how effortlessly you said you will suicide but have you ever contemplated what will happen after that. Presumably, the answer is "NO!".

I acknowledge you have been through hard times often in life. I also appreciate your care for us. I apprehend you have been shattered, have no enthusiasm left. I adore you for what you have done,  what you have forfeited, and what you have provided. But I never understood "Is suicide the only solution?". I don't know if I will ever get the answer which will heal my soul from anyone attempting to. Since all I know is self-destruction is never a way out. So, Let's find a way out of this.

Think back to those days of tough times. Thought of self-murder might have crossed your mind. But did you pick that? Did you accentuate that thought a little more? Then why now? You told me those anecdotes of the darkest hours of your life, not the ones of any well-renowned person. You told me what your dreams were and how you sacrificed them to fulfill someone's dream. You taught me how to deceive pains behind smiles. Today you have to evoke them all.

Every drop of your tears draws your pain. Your eyes show your might. Your every attempts to suppress them reproduces your effort. Your every soothing word, even when you are suffering inside, pictures your love. Your every action has some positive spectra. Then why? Why let negative thoughts cross your mind? Remember, the darkest hour of the night comes just before dawn.

You have your family, your friends. You have yourself. If you are going through pain in any condition, then be open to them. If not others, then at least to yourself. You will find your way out. But never let suicide be your preference.

"SAY NO TO SUICIDE!!!"