"I have no will to live anymore. I will suicide." Suicide ; how effortlessly you said you will suicide but have you ever contemplated what will happen after that. Presumably, the answer is "NO!". I acknowledge you have been through hard times often in life. I also appreciate your care for us. I apprehend you have been shattered, have no enthusiasm left. I adore you for what you have done, what you have forfeited, and what you have provided. But I never understood "Is suicide the only solution?". I don't know if I will ever get the answer which will heal my soul from anyone attempting to. Since all I know is self-destruction is never a way out. So, Let's find a way out of this. Think back to those days of tough times. Thought of self-murder might have crossed your mind. But did you pick that? Did you accentuate that thought a little more? Then why now? You told me those anecdotes of the darkest hours of your life, not the ones of any well-renowned